Lord. My heart is heavy and I desire to be used for Your
glory.
These days are full of confusion, fear, information and
misinformation. There are facts floating around and there are political goals
attempting to be made fact. There are
statistics being skewed to create a certain view or response from people. There
is a V that seems to be the sole cause of all of this chaos.
Mask or not mask? Get the inoculation or not get it? Is this
V really this bad? Why don’t people just do this or that? There is division in
families, work places, churches, communities, etc. So many say they are confused or scared and
just want the facts. Who does one trust these days?! Who has the best interest
of the people, for me? All great questions.
I have prayed for clarity. I have prayed for peace of mind
and protection from being blinded by one side or the other. I have prayed for humility. It is not an accident You have me as a nurse in
these days. I have even asked You, O Lord. Why now? And I don’t get very far. Your word resounds in my heart and mind, I
was made for such a time as this. Just as Esther. Abraham. Issac. Moses. Ruth.
Naomi. Etc. I was just sharing the other day with my husband how I know the
Lord placed me in nursing at this time to be educated and pay attention to what
is happening because I don’t think I would be questioning things like I
am. And questioning things is a good
thing. That is how a person learns and grows.
The things I see in the hospital don’t exactly line up with the media and what
is said and shown.
It is easy for me to get overwhelmed by ALL that is
happening in the world and in the United States. And quite frankly, ALL of it is out of my
hand. Therefore, I work daily not to
worry about it. Stay informed yes, worry
no. When I drive to work, I observe that
nothing appears to be out of the norm. People are in their cars, listening to
their booming stereos, or talking on their phones or reaching to monkey with
the kids in the back seat. All seems to
be in working order. Yet, discussions with people, or overhearing discussions
with people or even the looks people share when out in public, along with any
media you turn on, states otherwise.
There is chaos. So, I ask the Lord, what is my role in all of this. I desire people to change, people to unite,
people to understand the bigger picture and to do right for the sake of others,
yet I cannot change the world, the United States, the state of Montana or the
City of Billings. But the Lord gently
reminds my heart, I can help those in my sphere. My family, my friends, co-workers,
patients and their families, my home church, etc. There are people I can pour into. People we
can have a discussion with to stay informed.
Share facts and information beside what the mainstream media is telling
us.
There are many questions running through my head. As numbers continue to rise (per the media)
in regards to cases of C+ patients, and increased number in the ICU, I a a bit
perturbed by them stating the Vaxxed vs the unvaxxed. There is SO much information left out of these
statistics listed. And, no where do I see the numbers listed of the increase in
patients, in the hospitals with complications from the V?! I have been keeping
a tally of patients I have cared for as well as other nurses on my unit, that
have cared for patients with “unexplained medical complications”. That is the
note multiple physicians and medical providers have typed in the medical notes
for patients. Where are the statistics for the patients that have an
unexplained kidney injury? Or many
unexplained GI bleeds? Or the significant increase in cellulitis cases of
extremities, leading to amputation and/or death? How about the nervous system
disorders patients and their care givers are noticing taking place after the V?
Where and who is following the increase in lack of healing from a typical knee
or ankle revision/repair, due to vascular complications? Or how about the cancer
patient that was in remission for years, yet after he received the inoculation,
he lived only a week? How are the deaths of these people, whom have received
the inoculation, not noticed by the medical field? How are there not more questions raised as to
the increase in these cases? Why aren’t
we looking a little closer at the connection instead of only worrying about the
number of increase C cases? And making sure public see the V versus the unV’d people. NO where have I seen the numbers being broadcasted
regarding the VERY sick and dying, whom have had the V!!! Just the other day, the unit I am on had over
80% people with the V!! These people are
hospitalized! And they are filling not just the unit I am on, but having to be
transferred to higher levels of care because their organs are shutting down. I feel like a massacre is happening in the hospital from this V and no one seems to notice. Their eyes are fixed on only C+ patients.
Just like the actual virus itself, not everyone reacts the
same to the inoculation either. Yet, I am concerned with how mandates are coming. This should remain a choice of the people,
without guilty others, whether they choose it or not.
I am tired of the argument: its just like every other
vaccine. Um, no other vaccine has been
pushed down the throats of the people like this one has. That fact alone should cause one to pause.
The fact so many report adverse events have been reported, yet it has not been
pulled, is concerning as well. In the
past, when there been 50 adverse events, the drug was pulled and revisited
before mass production and administration. This is not the case. VAERS reports
(as of Sept 13, 2021) 7,653 deaths.
DEATHS. That number doesn’t include other adverse events. (Go check the
website out for yourself). Yet,
hospitals continue to push the V. Yet, they aren’t looking at the population of
the V people in their facility, struggling with health.
C is real. Yet, there
are also ways to prevent getting it.
Eating healthy. The vitamins and nutrients one needs to boost their
immune system is found in fruits and veggies. Doctors have shown if your Vitamin
D levels are greater than 120, one is almost immune to getting C. Because your
cells are healthy and ready to fight off these bugs. Also, early treatment with Ivermectin. EARLY treatment. Ivermectin, although laughed
at by many, has proven to enter the body, search out cells, open the cell and
administer zinc straight to the nasty bug, reducing the sickness and length of
sickness. Yet, hospitals are refusing to use it. What if.
Just play the what if game. Just
like some want to play the what if game with the V. Why wouldn’t you be willing to play that game
with Ivermectin? Ivermectin has been around
a whole lot longer and has been found effective and safe. Not to mention it is reasonably
priced. Why aren’t medical facilities
pushing for health and prevention, as well as this early treatment, instead of
pushing a V that doesn’t seem to be as effective as once thought?
So, when people throw around, “Just get the V, its like all
the others”, I have a hard time with that due to the amount of sick, sick
patients I am taking care of whom have had the V. What you surround yourself with or listen to,
will be how to view the rest of the world. There are always more than one side
to the story and I enjoy hearing both sides.
So much more going on in my head and when I get it on paper,
I will share. Until then, I continue to pray to be used for God’s glory and
share information and God's hope to others.
