April 26, 2020
Today I sit in the sanctuary of my home church that
usually seats around 300/400 people.
Today is different. There are chairs for about 90 people, spaced in groups,
six feet apart. Some groups of chairs of 2, 4, 6, 7, and even single chairs
standing alone, distanced six feet from the next group of chairs. Today is the
first day our church has opened its doors since the ‘shelter in place’ order
was put in effect on March 28th.
We’ve been having online services
and Travis and I have been worshiping from home. It has been different yet, I am thankful the
church body is not defined by a building. The body of Christ remains strong,
amidst this season and worship online has been a blessing.
Today Travis and I were very early. Travis had been asked to serve, seating and
directing people upon entering the sanctuary, so I was blessed to come with and
had time to worship the Lord before the service started. As I sat in the far
back corner of the sanctuary, observing this large room, I opened God’s word
and read Psalm 46 as this scripture had been flashing on the screens at the
front. I also reflected on the how the
world around me has changed in the last three months. I continued to look around at the extremely
empty sanctuary and reflected how blessed I am. My eyes got misty as I
looked around and my eyes didn’t see the families interacting with one
another. They didn’t see the little kids
running to their babysitters or Sunday school teachers, excited to hug
them. My eyes didn’t see moms catching
up with other moms, or men giving other men a solid slap on the shoulder
followed by a handshake and smile. My eyes didn’t see the teenagers grouped
together. Nor did my eyes see the elderly enter the room holding their life
long lover’s hand. My eyes were pulling at my heart strings as I looked around
the almost empty sanctuary. My ears. Oh,
my ears were missing something too. My ears didn’t hear the constant buzz of conversations
all around me or the sporadically loud laughter from the other side of the
room. My ears didn’t hear heart felt laughter and giggling from young and old. My
ears didn’t hear the ‘excuse me’ as people scooted by to sit down the row from
me. My ears. Instead my eyes and ears saw
and heard few people. Some isolated within the large room, sitting in the solo
chair six feet from anyone. I saw masks covering smiles and faces, my ears
heard muffled voices. It looked, sounded and felt so different.
Don’t get me wrong. It was an absolute blessing to be sitting in this room where many have heard the Gospel message over the years and to be one of the few able to worship together. The numbers have been limited, to ensure the social distancing policy is kept in place. This is wise. Yet, this is odd. My heart was beyond blessed and my ears now heard Pastor Rick start to warm up at the piano, my ears did hear those few voices, muffled by the masks and my eyes were thankful to see the few friendly faces that were present. It was a good thing.
As I read through Psalm 46 (which has MANY great
verses) the ones that stood out to me were:
1) “God is our refuge and strength,
a helper who is always found in times of
trouble.”
2) “Therefore, do NOT be afraid…”
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8) “Come, see the works of the Lord,
Who brings devastation on the earth.”
9) “He makes wars cease throughout the
earth…”
10) “Stop your fighting, and KNOW that I am
God,
exalted among the nations, exalted on the earth.”
This passage starts with ‘GOD is our refuge and strength,
a helper who is always, ALWAYS found in times of trouble’. What a promise. He continues with, ‘Therefore (because He is
our refuge and strength) do NOT be afraid’. Again, what a promise. The passage
continues with God’s greatness. Then, we get to verse eight and it says ‘Come,
see the works of the Lord, who brings devastation on the earth’. Look!
Come, look! God brings
devastation to the earth, come look!! Again, this is truth, God has and is
going to bring devastation. But that isn’t
the end of the news. ‘He makes wars
cease.’ Yes, He does. Even though He brings the devastation, He makes the
devastation stop. He asks us in verse
10, to also stop. Stop and KNOW I am
God. And not just to KNOW I am God, know I am exalted among the nations and the
all the earth. I AM GOD. Verse eleven
says: “The Lord of Armies is with us; the God of Jacob is our stronghold.” He
starts Chapter 46 of Psalms with the promise God is our refuge and strength, a
Helper who is ALWAYS found in times of trouble.
He then says he will bring this trouble, this devastation, but He
continues to say He will make it cease, He will be exalted and ends it with, I
AM YOUR STRONGHOLD. Wow! Take comfort in who He is and what He does!
So, as Travis joined me, in the back corner, where two chairs had been placed, six feet from anyone else, and the service began, my heart missed the family of God I am used to worshiping with. Yet, there was a revival in my heart of Who we serve and worship. None of this is a surprise to the Lord and He remains in control of every single detail.
Every. Single.
Detail.
Even though worship looked different, the God whom we serve is not
different. He is still in control. He is
on the throne. Yesterday, today, and forever. Whew, that is a promise!
(the sanctuary from my corner)
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